Pain and progress

I hope that I will eventually get to the point where hearing about babies and pregnancy doesn't hurt. The baby faries can be so cruel. People that don't deserve to have children do, and people who don't truly know and appreciate the blessing that being able to have a child get pregnant at the drop of a hat. And us a married couple with the heart and ability to truly care for a babe, struggle. The world is not a fair place. We go to the first adoption info evening tomorrow. I am excited to get the ball rolling. There may not be a child for us, but we want to give it ever chance possiable. I am also going to go back and see my doctor. I want to find out exactly where we are at with my cycles. I have started recording my temputure again. As I don't believe that my cycles would suddenly return without explanation. The specialist did not order new blood tests, so we have no idea what my horomones are doing. From what I have read it is unusual to get a thermal shift in base body temp, and to also consistently have a cycles of similar length. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anovulation But seeing the doctor will help sort all of this out. Will update tomorrow after the adoption meeting.